the world after shakespeare

It is a familiar adventure whose appeal I thought was lost a long time ago. Finding a new partner is another. Reminding me of my g4m and downelink heydays.

Saturday, three days after my account was created, I put up a face and responded positively to two guys who had places where we can fuck our heads out. I waited and it felt like I was under a Siberian blizzard, though I’ve never been under any Siberian storm.

Nothing came. No messages on my phone. So much for nothing. Ha ha ha.

And also if not for the rain and the different parties I attended last weekend, I might find myself laid. My hormones are quite high, raging in fact. ONS or SEB could easily calm it.

But good luck and my sanity too is keeping my sexual instinct at bay. Albeit I did able to send out my number to several people as if it was up for grabs.*

Sex is the key intention why I created the account. If you think it’s a bad idea, I dunno, I have no judgment when it comes to it, call me liberated or whatever but it is a biological reality that gives me pleasure. Please drop your romantic notion of sex.

What is apparent, it so easy to trade flesh and sexually transmitted diseases.

My other intention though it really sounds cheesy..eeeh, to find a boyfriend. Haha now that is really a baaad idea. Lol. =)

Being there writing profiles and showing skin is a breeze, everything could appeal to the senses, from groin to so called-head but nothing and nothing could really be known.

In sites like this, we all easily fade away, we are like fireworks in the sky, we spark—but with no practical purpose to one another except fornication and admiration.

For now there are two things I want to remind everyone I might encounter: I am no good “bedwise,” so I asked them to drop the notion whether I fuck well or I am a good fuck.

Next is, clarifying to anyone who find me interesting that they never to think of me as a good boyfriend material yet. I got my advantages and disadvantages.

If I get to know someone new, or someone new get to know me, a little better beyond the borders of the said virtual place, I hope we could be good friends. No expectations. Just friends. Who knows what might come next di ba? No one.

(I am also telling these reminders to myself. Not to anticipate too much of anything. Just let things flow.) 

A man could kill
And steal
With the sweetest thing

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which kinda the same

I’m so glad you see crushed
My car gone insane
And it felt so good
I wanna do it again

-Buses and Trains/Bachelor Girl

I maybe in a place of collection of all sorts, and yes it is very efficient in finding hook ups, or love for that matter…

…but real life places like malls & schools, and virtual areas like blogs & social networking sites, well, they are also efficient in finding hook ups and again, love for that matter. So what’s the difference?

*I had have accepted invites to get laid this coming weekends, I gave my numbers to guys I want to have fun with..but then something came up.

Last a night, a question I asked a friend that I should be asking myself: Are you taking anti-depressant?

My friend remarked NO, but also informed me, however, he was canvassing the other day.

Sober, that was my reaction. But I didn’t express my soberness, I told him, he is my friend and all I can do is listen.

He assured me he is manageable. I believed him.

The soberness I felt, led me to question my own intent too.. you see, when I was creating my planet romeo account, gusto kong magwala. I am not surprised by my own answer, sex might be a pill that I was canvassing for. In the end, the fun would turn to useless memories. That one I can’t allowed to happen.

Anyway I am perfectly fine and sane.

I wish my friend &I more luck and sanity.